What could it be??? That drives me so silently down... Do not ever put that you're scared into words, they'll only feed off of it like bottom feeders. Do not show them, do not make much clear about this. At all. Never forever. All my reasons are no longer valid lnger e All my questions are further out of reach than ever before... But I will not be intimidated by superstition.s My eyes are open open... ga ga open open ga ga... I"m at a loss for all words... musicality emerges forth. I have no idea what it is. This fight that the air says it wants me to fight. The sun just stares on at me... forever. I need to cleanse my life away from under this utter whisper I want to call you and talk to you by no means, hearing your breath, the event drifting off, as you, and I ponder the childhood trials. Celebrations are in order forever... for me? Correct? This world will not creep its blackness into me as I try to make it something greater.